Making My Way Back

We all have struggles...

and they are getting a workout 

 right now.

I am no different.

While I am good 

with staying home 

and working...

other things are difficult.

 I can't just go see my Mom, 

as she is in a nursing home. 

And I worry about her

every day.

Both of my girls are working, 

for which I am thankful, 

but a Mom worries.

This brings so much added stress to our lives~ 

 we need to remember, 

we are in it together.

I know that others have harder struggles

and 

mine look minute in comparison.

As our restrictions started,

my sweet girl 

became ill.

At first it was thought 

she was diabetic,

but we quickly realized that it was something more serious.

Just after her 12th Birthday,

we had to set her free

and send her to the beyond~

where I know she is with 

others and

waiting for us.

 She has been my companion,

ever beside,

 as I worked each day.

Molly was a rescue from Peurto Rico.

She adored fruit and vegetables.

Tim worked the gardens

 so that she could enjoy strawberries,

 blackberries and grape tomatoes

 at her will,

 and within her reach.

Murphy, 

her companion,

is feeling the deep void as well.

We carry grief with us,

but know there are others

with a heavier burden as well.

Self care is important.

As the grass greens up 

and leaves return to the trees,

we are enjoying our little piece of the world;

 our back yard.

Simple pleasures,

 such as enjoying the birdsong,

or watching the squirrels play,

bring us balance.

When I need to ground myself, 

the mountains always 

soothe my soul.

It is reflected in my Adirondack friends.

we did take a little drive

one dreary Friday...

but that is for next time.

Stay well and safe.

Seek balance when it is hard

and simply connect with the Earth.

Just standing barefoot 

on the good Earth

can help so much.