I am determined,
within these newest days of the year,
to bring back
to bring back
parts of my normal,
where I find joy.
I am also working on my new normal...
it will curve about in and around;
where I find joy.
I am also working on my new normal...
it will curve about in and around;
just like a meandering stream
as life goes forward.
Last year,
I wanted to continue
I wanted to continue
my writings and musings here ~
but great losses,
brought much despair
and heartache.
but great losses,
brought much despair
and heartache.
I couldn't find the will,
nor the words.
The past year
has been a fragile year for all of us.
Many have lost work,
friends
and
loved ones.....
huge changes and losses.
We sheltered and kept to ourselves
to be safe...
and
we continue to do so.
As the year went on,
I was surprised
that
my Wee Friends
and patterns
were in such demand.
~~~
Our world was being held together
by
Essential Workers...
Something,
which was not what I was offering,
in the least.
I had nothing in the way of needs,
for any soul.
Art itself,
can be argued as not a need.
In fact,
I was told by someone,
that I once thought highly of
(well educated and well-read)
that she felt a musician
as self-serving.
That hurt for years.
I come from a family
with musical roots
as well as those in the visual arts.
Now, I can shout,
"Indeed, it is!!!"
But, only if you keep it to yourself
and
do not put it out into the Universe.
I offer
a piece of my heart.
A piece of MY joy~
in hopes that it also gives you joy.
So is it a need,
to have joy in our hearts?
I believe so~
and
was reminded of it this morning.
A fellow Maker of joy.
She spoke of this dilemma
as she opened her own business.
She pointed to Helen Todd,
a Suffragette.
In 1910,
Helen told the world,
"We want bread, but we want roses too!"
It later inspired the poem,
Bread and Roses
by
James Oppenheim.
So, the musician that she spoke of
was not in any way, self-serving;
but rather
a goode sharer of joy.
was not in any way, self-serving;
but rather
a goode sharer of joy.
Sometimes we forget
when it is hard,
to make our surroundings
a place to also
make or hold
joy ~